i wonder if you were there
blended in the crowd
blurred amongst the thousands of faces
watching
waiting
from the distance, too worried that you wouldn't remain unnoticed.
i wonder if you keep track
keep tabs on me
like i do you.
but the question isn't one i ponder but rather what i wish for
because i know you weren't there
and you never will be
but even if i let myself believe for only a minute that you were standing in that crowd, i hope to god i'd feel you. your eyes on my bare skin. That a light would shine from the look in your eyes and even amongst millions, id like to believe you wouldn't go unnoticed. at least not by me.
that id sense your closeness
breath you in
crave you
and you'd pull me away and sweep me off my feet, captivate me in your presence and in a crowd full of thousands, all i would see is you.