im getting vague flashbacks of that night
you said pool room and that was my first glimpse
but the more i think about it the more pieces that come back
your hair in my fingers
the feel of your lower lip between my teeth
your wandering hands
my wandering thoughts
hot and passionate was how you described it
i like those words on your lips when describing me
but flip the coin and youre gone
i ruined it
because thats just what i do
i took the delicacy of that moment and i crush it in my vulnerabilities,
after all, you cant hurt me if i hurt you first
you deserve so much better than me
but i loved you so much for and so long and it brought out the worst in me
