Friday, November 26, 2021

sobering up

The fog is clearing
Im sobering up
Being further from you allows me to breathe the fresh air
Clarity
Somehow you still captivate me
Move me
Change me
But it's an illusion 
A trick
An act
A fleeting thought I run to when I want to escape all that I am
A distraction

Not real.
at

2.

 and for once the darkness was comforting i used to be scared of the dark, the stillness, the silence scared of the monsters who hide in the...

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