Wednesday, October 23, 2024

cravings.

How the actual fuck. 
How am I still here?
Why am I still here?

You haunt me
You always have
You always will

I thought if we had our time then I could let you go

Why can't I let you go

I thought if we had our time than that would be enough.
But I want more.
I'm addicted 

But I'm sober
Always in recovery 
Always wanting more
Never being able to get it

I'll always crave you
at

2.

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