Monday, October 22, 2012

the thought of you makes my heart skip beats like school kids skipping rocks over the ocean waves as this sun sets on the glistening water. the wave wash in, in much the same way as my thoughts wash over you in leaps and lurches and lulls.  i'd wonder what to do or where to go but all i know is its unhealthy for you to be on my mind as much as you are. as if you mean a thing. but you've always meant to much. i wish we could be how were are meant to or maybe we are meant for this. i wish i knew but i never have and maybe i never will but for now these words are as unintelligible as the words you say when we have space. dont pretend this is nothing because we both know this is something.
even if its something we should leave alone.
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