i cant help but smile a painful smile when i think about this.
this must have been how you felt that whole time
this must be the pain in your heart you felt too
the longing
the love
its unbearable
i dont know how you did it
how you let go
how you moved on
it hurts me to think
i wouldnt rush back in if i were you either
infact,
id run
as far and as fast as ever
and id promise myself never to slip back into this if i ever got the courage to escape it.
and i wouldnt blame you if you did.
