i cant help but smile a painful smile when i think about this.
this must have been how you felt that whole time
this must be the pain in your heart you felt too
the longing
the love
its unbearable
i dont know how you did it
how you let go
how you moved on
it hurts me to think
i wouldnt rush back in if i were you either
infact,
id run
as far and as fast as ever
and id promise myself never to slip back into this if i ever got the courage to escape it.
and i wouldnt blame you if you did.
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and for once the darkness was comforting i used to be scared of the dark, the stillness, the silence scared of the monsters who hide in the...
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the sound of my bag is loud as i place it on the floor the chair legs scream as i drag it out from under the table if you would only look ...
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i woke up in a unfamiliar place today. it took me a second to remember where i had fallen asleep. my eyes were burning and blurry from t...
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I couldn't have been more wrong. I thought that I could smile and nod my way through it, pretend like it would all be okay. I had a plan...