every step i take away from you is a step closer to your direction
absence does in fact make the heart grow stronger
and the ties that bind us are so deep that you'll have to cut me to the depths of my core to release this bond we hold.
and i know you feel it too
fuck we are looking at what? 12 years now.
12 years and it never gets easier
people get less for murder and I'm getting this for theft.
12 and counting since you stole apart of me
that i long for it back
or maybe I'm as whole as I've ever been and the part of me that I'm missing, is you.
i just didn't realise it was missing until i found you
and i don't know what it is about you that draws me to you
day after day, year after year. how many decades can this last
and the worst part is that even though your exactly what i crave
we will never be
we can never be
its not an option
your going nowhere
I'm going nowhere
and i want to go somewhere with someone who means something
we don't fit together, we're like two of the same jigsaw puzzle
and even though i long for you, the pieces don't fit
they don't fit and show a beautiful picture
we're mismatched and don't fit the mould
though i guess i never have
and its irrational
and its crazy
and i have never loved or longed over anything the way i do you.
but its not enough
and it'll never be enough
your some how everything i need but nothing i want at the same time.
whatever that means..
