could it be that i was wrong about you from the start?

or did i just know your ending?

i used to think you were better in my head, better in the abstract but you give me moments that prove that wrong

the person i think you are in the person you actually are

beneath all the bullshit, the person you pretend to be

but i see you

i always have

even when you cant see yourself

i wish we could go back to a time where we could have gotten it right

figured it out

and got out of our own damn way

its hard not to feel like thats gone now

id take our chance in an instant but doing so means you have some big dreams to give up

and we both know i am not worth that

and i dont want you to sacrifice that for me

i love you enough to know that you will be happier with someone else

even if we both know that she could never love you like i could.