the cold wind blows
but the suns somehow warm
my head says be in it
but my heart is all torn
the hesitation in your voice
the sweet smell of your words
the bitterness of your actions
your lies like mockingbirds
id tell you that i love you
but i swore to you that im no liar
this chill has settled in my bones
its been years since we had fire
the awkward walk back to the car
you asked if there was hope
i tried not to lie and still make it pretty
i'll be your human kaleidoscope