If you could go back in time with all the information you have today, would you?

would you go back in time, and tell him you loved him

hold out for the right moment instead for running towards the next one

would you put your head on his shoulder in the middle of the movie, lift the arm rest and cuddle into his arms

would you stop fiddling with your keys at the edge of your open car door and step towards him and kiss him

would you hold his hand at the top of the megadrop and swear you'll never let go

would you tell him all the reasons you love him as you lay under the stars on new years eve

look into his eyes while fireworks exploded in the night sky

would you go back, and get it right

or would you just find new ways to fuck up your life? 

we were a perfect fit. we were. but timing is a hell of a thing

and our egos are another

too scared to start

too proud to make moves

too set in our ways to compromise

and too damn stupid to get out of our own ways

you wanted a ride or die

well its been 21 years. no one is more ride or die than me

but im grateful i never got what i wanted

because i was too stupid to realise that i deserve better