can you believe it
we are fucking here again
heartbroken
gaslit
broken
by a person who never deserved me anyway but spent everyday reminding me that i was the lucky one
broken
again
and wishing i was fucking dead.
it will never get easier and i will never learn
i kill myself for these people that dont even deserve a foot note.
i kill myself for these people who just dont give a fuck
im not sure what ive done to deserve this
and i dont know what to do
so i just sit here
broken
wishing i was dead.