Saturday, February 4, 2023

fucking here again

 can you believe it

we are fucking here again

heartbroken

gaslit

broken


by a person who never deserved me anyway but spent everyday reminding me that i was the lucky one


broken


again


and wishing i was fucking dead.


it will never get easier and i will never learn

i kill myself for these people that dont even deserve a foot note.

i kill myself for these people who just dont give a fuck


im not sure what ive done to deserve this

and i dont know what to do

so i just sit here

broken


wishing i was dead.