and for once the darkness was comforting
i used to be scared of the dark, the stillness, the silence
scared of the monsters who hide in the fringes
the silence in my mind coupled with the sound of my bleeding heart
the darkness always signified be act of being alone
abandoned
unloved
you were my light in the darkness
extinguished
the sound of dying rain
but ive learnt to dive into the darkness
the peace
learning to live in my own thoughts and sometimes dying by them
the darkness used to be a reminder of the empty space you left
but now it was the place you last existed
the darkness reminds me that you were real
maybe all of it was.
