running out of time.

so i met this boy.... 10 years ago.
a month ago everything changed

its very sad to be 27 and be shocked to have someone call you beautiful every day
to love every facet of you
and even when i threw every ounce of crazy i had at you
you came running back harder than anyone has ever run to me before.

but we have this agreement
and your actions say one thing and your words another
and I'm having a hard time keeping my end of the deal
but our days a numbered
they're limited
and we're running out of time.

turning a corner

wow, so.. i never thought this would happen.
this blog isn't about you anymore.
and its been a while since I've thought of you like that
its been so long but 2016 won't be about you, and maybe your time is done.
i think your time is done.

good bye.
i don't think we will meet again
my heart no longer misses you.