i have this friends.
he has been my friend for soooo long.
my oldest friend, outside of aths, by far.
&& maybe thats the reason i let him treat me like shit.
It's pathetic really.
Our relationship is laughable.
Maybe thats my fault.
It's always my fault.
We used to like each other in School
many many many years ago
&& he was always really loyal and always there for me.
The only person who understands me to an absolute 'T'
Over the years It turned from Lust,
To almost Love,
To dodge.
&& when that failed, it has lead us here.
Two people, different paths.
I'm trying to make this friendship work but it hurts.
It hurts because i dont even know what page you are on anymore.
&& you act as if you couldnt care less.
I know I've hurt you in the past.
I know I've been a bitch.
But you know why i have.
You may not be able to comprehend it but you know why.
i just wish we could sort it out.
but i cant talk to you anymore
&& that kills me.
When did we turn into two completely different people?
