i hate when i look into the mirror
&& see how ive changed for you
do you remember the girl you met 5 years ago?
im not who i wanna be
im just who you want me to be
&& we wonder why im miserable
&& we wonder why i dont know who i am anymore.
i need to do this
&& i need you to love me for it
&& to tell me im beautiful
even if we both know thats just not true.
im cutting all my hair off
well, not all of it. just half of it
&& before you stress, dont worry
i'll save up for super long extensions first
&& for bleach too
its ok if that all fails, i already own a black wig
&& i know you like my hair long
but i want this.
