Tuesday, July 27, 2010

i can always count on you to put me down

i know its all my fault
ok, i know it is
it's my lifestyle choice
its my dreams
its my fault
i get it

and i love how you say you always support my dreams
but you dont

your just always there to kick me while im down.

cant you see im trying?
im trying to change things
im trying to take control
cant you see thats exactly what i was doing right before you blamed me for everything

im trying to change
but i cant do it alone

but im not going to get any help from you

i fucking hate you
i wish you would fuck off because i cant handle your shit anymore.

i cant achieve my dreams when i have your voice 
whispering in my ear about what a shit excuse for a person i am

as if i dont already know it.