There are things we don't want to happen, but have to accept
Things we don't want to know but have to learn

&& people whom we can't live without

But have to let go

Things seem so irrelevant when a friend passes away suddenly

Going to the shop one minute
Gone the next

My heart broke to hear this news
Which makes me think, whats the point

He was such great guy
I will really miss him

It's such a massive slap in the face,
How fragile our lives are

If everything happens for a reason,
I'd love to know why this happened

nothing left to lose

When the pieces fit together it's bound to paint a picture of destruction.

But the alternative is way worse.

all that shimmers in this world is sure to fade

and i sit here
and i wonder

would you ever let me back in your life.

ever?

i cut you out, i thought it was better for both of us.
well, i at least hope it was better for you.

i wonder if we will ever find each other again
if it was truly meant to be

there will always be a place in my heart for you
i hope you know that.

Not fire, not ice.

Now the river may grow wider
The mountain may reach past the sky
And wether or not you feel the same
My love shall never die

&& nothing can keep me from loving you
Not fire
Not ice

They've caught onto every word you've said sweetheart

might as well go down with the ship,

your the only one left on it anyway

And I had a feeling I could be someone

They say you need to pray if you want to go to heaven
but they don't tell you what to say when your whole life has gone to hell.

Going on 10 years

True love never dies
But unless you give it a chance
It never gets to live either

This is where the road crashed into the ocean

too late

i want a love that will last the depths of time

to feel like it did the day we met

to touch like its out first

i wanna feel lost in your presence 

to have you consumed in mine

i will love you til  the depths of time.

its undeniable

&& unidentifiable 

but its true.

This is what my life has become

A hollow abyss
A painful scream
Hate
Sadness
Sorrow
Pain

This isn't what I want
Or how I want it
But theres nothing I can do but dwell

How can I move forward when I can hardly move at all?

How did this get flipped?

How the fuck did we get here
Seriously
I just need to sleep all day
My life has the tendency to fall apart when I'm awake
& I don't know how much more I can handle

stop world, i wanna get off this ride.

You start life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been and wonder who you really are. It's like I realized that way down inside, I've always been lonely for something. But I don't know what for. It's like everybody in the world want's something. Only they never really know exactly what it is - they just keep finding out what it's not. You know how, when you turn off the TV or you come out of some concert, and everything just feels empty? Like you thought that would be what you wanted, and then it wasn't? Then every night before I go to sleep I lie on my bed and stare up at my blank walls. I try to imagine the future, but right now it's as blank as those walls. All I can see is a past that I barely recognize any more.

Then people try to tell you its going to be okay

but they don't know

so wear your mask

fake a smile

I'm often silent when I am screaming inside.

Beware of the person who has nothing left to lose.