I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

Relaps

2 years of pretty much nothing,
20 minutes and I'm back to where I started

But I like it better here

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying, "I'm sorry for that night."

Time passes.
Slowly and painfully.
Forever it must.

We can't go back

Is it too much that in asking for?

Just give me 10 minutes.
To explain myself.
Just you and me.
And the sun shine.
Not bullshit.
Just honesty.
For once.

The balls in your caught
All you need to do is in return the ball
It doesn't matter how hard you hit back
It just needs to get over the net.

If you don't return the ball, your just letting me win
Or maybe I'm losing

All that we believe

There comes a time
When all that we believe
It's nothing but myth
And just an idlers dream

We can say we're sorry
But we can't make it last
All we do is sit and think
And dwell upon the past

If you knew the truth
It would only hurt you more
If it was the right thing to do
I'd be standing at your front door

But we both know it's brutal
We know it's just not true
So instead I sit hope that fate
Will bring me back to you