I miss you so much
So much that it hurts every part of my being with everyday your not here.
I want to run to you
To tell you I love you
To hold your hand in mine and never let go
I wanna lay in the grass let the time pass idly by and lay in your arms
We'd talk
And joke
And laugh
And when we had nothing left to say
we'd kiss
And it tell you that it's always been you
And that no one else compares
I'd tell you I love you
That I've loved you for 11 years
That I'm sorry and that I never meant to hurt you
I'd tell you that I was just scared
Scared because your the only real threat to my sanity
But I'm willing to take that risk
To move into the unknown
Because until I do,
You'll be the only one ill ever dream of.
I need to close this chapter.
