Tuesday, August 19, 2014

i fucking love you.

i wonder how many more years this blog will live
3? 5? 10? 20 years?
almost 300 posts. over 4 years so far? or is it 5?

im not sure if this makes me passionate or insane
in love or obsessed.

probably both
but definitely not neither

some times i wish i could give you this blog URL so you could read what you mean to me and regardless if it makes me crazy i think id rather you know that i fucking love you.

i love you.

i wish i could scream in from the roof tops
write it across the sky

i would throw myself off a building with a note in my pocket just to get your attention
so you finally know
that even tho I'm losing hope
and i know it will never happen
i'd never want to leave this world without you knowing
that i loved you wholly
and i loved you truly
and i loved you more than any love story could ever explain
more extraordinarily and insanely madding than one person has ever loved another

and i need you to know that
even if it doesn't mean a thing

i love you.

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