Monday, October 27, 2014

I don't want to lose you but I lost myself

I keep so much pain
Inside myself.
I grasp my anger
And loneliness
And hold it
In my chest.
It changed me
Into something
I never meant to be.
It has transformed me
Into a person
I do not recognise;
But I don't know how
To let it go
at

2.

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