Dear Self,
I realised your taking life too seriously.
The future is not a straight line.
There are many different pathways.
We must try to decide that future for ourselves.
But who am i?
Here's what we know:
2. i think a smile can light the way but i prefer to wander in the dark.
3. sometimes i count my steps when i walk, and i don't like to step on cracks.
4. i wish that people understood me more but wheres the fun in that?
5. i am stubborn.
6. i love heights because of the fear that over comes me.
7. i sing loudly in the shower. Really loudly.
8. i wanted to be a vampire when i was little.
9. i like to think that ghosts exist.
10. i don't like slippers.
11. i intently enjoy being a bitch.
12. i have won a writing contest with my poetry.
13. i can put my foot in my mouth. Literally && metaphorically.
14. i can not drink a drink without crazy loud swallowing sounds.
15. i consume large quantities of two-minute noodles.
16. i dislike tea or coffee.
17. i am a poor swimmer.
18. i find joy in spending time a l o n e.
19. i hate being wrong.
20. i changed my own name to include my mothers name as my middle name.
21. i enjoy tattoos and loud music.
22. i enjoy observing life rather then living it.
23. i can fit my entire fist in my mouth.
24. i have green eyes, and amazing eyesight.
25. i have never lost a fist fight.
26. i dont care what people think.
27. i love laying in the backyard with my dog looking at the stars.
28. i like to pretend Edward Cullen is my other boyfriend.
29. && that both Damon and Stefan Salvator are fighting over me.
30. i am capable of really anything.
31. i honestly dont know what i want out of life.
32. i am so shy i cant even order food from any where. not even maccas.
33. i strongly dislike going to the doctor.
34. i ALWAYS want what i cant have.
35. i cannot catch a ball to save my life.
36. im awkward and clumsy.
37. i never stop talking.
38. i am selfish.
39. my words always come out wrong.
40. i sometimes wish i was a boy, but then id be gay.
41. i fantasize about cutting all my hair off coz that would be easier.
42. i laugh at my own jokes. always.
43. i kiss my dog more then anyone else in the world.
44. i am terrible at math.
45. i love reading.
46. i think wayyyyyyyyyy to much.
47. i miss my dad. alot. but hes off living his own life.
48. i cant stand the thought of be alone.
49. i want to live forever.
50. i am not afraid.
50. i am not afraid.
