i love how you cant even have a conversation with me.
you ask a question but really dont wanna know the answer
&& im not sure i can/want to take it anymore
there is only so long you can lie to yourself
but if i was being honest
its becoming more apparent to me how much of a lie the truth is.
you can want something so strongly
but it doesnt mean that its true
i can sit here, and tell you all the ways i want to love you
but your making it so damn easy to hate you
i wanna say i love you
&& i hope thats true
but the fact is fiction.
but its not up to me anymore
if you want me in your life
you need to fight && change to keep me here.
