Monday, July 19, 2010

dont tell me.

ive trained twice in the last 2 weeks without my crucifix around my neck.
the first time i didnt wear it, i almost passed out from a massive asthma attack.
the second time i didnt wear it, i hurt my back so badly, i am bed ridden.

dont tell me there is no God or Jesus or heaven.

He protects me
everyday
He guides me
everyday

he is my savior.

♥
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