i hate normalcy
i hate the preferred
i hate the customary
i hate the universal
the conventional
the standard
the usual
i hate them
so what does that mean when your just like it?
i want a guy who is unorthodox
unconventional
outrageous
&& irregular
who thinks outside the box, original thought,
or at least thinks at all!
i don't want a guy off the production line
the same as everyone else
your immature, a sheep.
&& blend easily.
maybe i was kidding myself thinking you were different
thinking we are the same
or at least similar
but instead your just like everyone else
you blend
unrecognisable
a clone
the only way your different is that your different to me.
enjoy being just like everyone else
&& just like everyone else
you'll be without me.
2.
and for once the darkness was comforting i used to be scared of the dark, the stillness, the silence scared of the monsters who hide in the...
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Sometimes I feel like I'm getting worse again. Worse and better at the same time. Worst in the sense I want to die. Maybe more than ever...
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the sound of my bag is loud as i place it on the floor the chair legs scream as i drag it out from under the table if you would only look ...
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the cold wind blows but the suns somehow warm my head says be in it but my heart is all torn the hesitation in your voice the sweet smell of...

