the thought of you makes my heart skip beats like school kids skipping rocks over the ocean waves as this sun sets on the glistening water. the wave wash in, in much the same way as my thoughts wash over you in leaps and lurches and lulls.  i'd wonder what to do or where to go but all i know is its unhealthy for you to be on my mind as much as you are. as if you mean a thing. but you've always meant to much. i wish we could be how were are meant to or maybe we are meant for this. i wish i knew but i never have and maybe i never will but for now these words are as unintelligible as the words you say when we have space. dont pretend this is nothing because we both know this is something.
even if its something we should leave alone.

say anything.

this is me.
this is me picking you up and putting you on the back burner.
Ive tried like you tried although you're not trying anymore, its like the summer time in the rain, the clouds on a sunny day, you ruin me.  You ruin me like i ruin you and maybe this is for the best as if we care what that even means. 10 years from nowhere and we're still 13 pretending like we still have time and nothing left to lose but i lost you that day just like you lost me from the beginning.  i kept telling myself this is the way its meant to be but not even i believe that. i never have. i'll run from you on this day like i should have done all along but we both know ive tried that and we're still 10 years running from each other but both in the same direction. i run from you as far and as fast as i can but your running the same way only 20 meters to my left, you run faster to escape this, as do i, but i'm tried. im tired of pretending like this is nothing or that it'll all be okay in the end but you and i both know this isn't fantasy. or a love story. or our fairytale. this is real life and the reality is, if we dont get this right, no one will fix this for us, like a broken piece of glass, we wont be glued back together. you need to do something. or me. but we're both as useless as each other. so i sit here and write and write and write until the planets collide as if it would make the slightest difference, as if my words would kiss your ears like you should have kissed me.

if only this meant a thing.

Forgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never met

which of the standard lines will we use?

i've been meaning to call you

i've just been so busy

we'll catch up soon

Hands down this is the best date I can ever remember, 
Always remember, the sound of the stereo, 
The dim of the soft lights, 
The scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers 
And the time on the clock when we realized it's so late 
And this walk that we shared together. 

You suck at love

Guess what
Another game over
I got burnt
But your the real loser

I don't know why I've wasted my time with you

Almost, maybe.

You're no good for me

And you can't even pick up the phone and call.

Hello there
The angel from my nightmare

The open door.

When one door shuts, another door opens
Isn't that what they say...
But maybe it is better staying closed
I mean, it seems that door leads nowhere too.

I won't wait forever.

This is your last chance.
This is our last time
Do we rewrite our story
Or let it fall by the wayside
I always thought we were destined for something
But your proving that we've got nothing
This is your last chance to do what you were meant too
How many chance do you want to have
Take this chance
Or don't
Either way
It's your last.

Throw your eyes in my direction,
and I'll make you feel nervous again