Monday, August 25, 2014

i dream of you in colours in my mind

i wonder if you actually exist
the way i think you do
are you actually that guy i dream you to be
or do i just wish you into existence
are you are figment of my over creative imagination
or are you real.
i wonder if you ever existed in the first place
or do you only exist in my mind

you know im not sure if im in love with you
or the idea of you
and frankly, that would be the worst way to love you

and i wonder if you do love me
how you love me
do you love me, do you even know me
i guess i don't care if you only love the idea of me
ill be the best damn idea you've ever had
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