Sunday, January 11, 2015

i dream of you in circles

i dreamt of you again last night
it was your wedding day
and i wasn't walking down the isle towards you
i like to think that you'd never get married
unless you were marrying me
and maybe I'm crazy for even thinking that
or maybe its because your the only one i would
but either way you got married
and i sit in the crowd and watch my heart break
and after you found me
you looked me in the eyes and you knew
you kissed me
on your wedding day
but just at the wrong time
even though we are supposed to be together
you knew it was never going to be enough
and you walked away


and even though i wanted to chase you
i didn't

i just wanted you to be happy
at

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